I don't wanna be that person
a middle aged woman, over-wiehgted, no make up,with a pony tail, cross bag, simply casual kinda look
the woman was wearing no makeup, her smile was doing all the charm.
once she started talking she couldn't stop obviously she has nothing else to do. i didn't have to notice the ring on her finger coz i knew it didn't exist, she is single she is 40 n single!!.
i admit that the 2 hours talking with her was so enjoyable,so cultured and has a lot to give and plenty of information to share.
its one of those who you may not feel easy with her company right away but gradually as she speaks i was shocked by the extreme way we both share things in our life.
though almost 20 years gap between us, i felt this person is a reflection of me after a couple of decades, i cant quite describe my feelings but its like fate wanted us to meet i never planned for that!!
she says the sentence I always say " ana mesh 3arfa 3ayza ab2a eh lma akbar"
i was shocked oh! my Godness! i can reach 40 ans still wandering what i want to be- i dunno yes she looks like but i had life ill change
i never thought i might live till 40 with that confusion, lonileness and aimlessness in my life
i liked her and i am grateful to her but i never wanna be like her god!!
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