Eswed 3ala ko7ly
le daraget eswed 3ala ko7ly
well we all agree that we changed in a way or another after we finished our school and college days and joined the real world.
some of us changed to the better.. others were not that lucky.
some got involved with social life-el etgawez we 7a'alef we kida- we other the career and ambition drove him away to the extent that he forgot how things were yesterday,,
we'll ignore the 1st category,mosh mawdo3na...
the second category,those who r eager to make a path in life sawa2 a-kan howa dh el odamhom 2slan 2w law howa their choice f3lan.
story1
she changed akid after she gruadeted we bema en el title eswed w eko7ly then we r referring 2 that bad points,
she became more indifferent though she thought work n responsibilty might change that,it increased it.
she had little faith in ambition when she saw the real world or how things truely work..ayam el gam3a we had a platonic view of things we sho3oor enena we deserve 2 b ra2es wezara coz we r up 2 it.
"all my life i wanted 2 b someone special..now i realized i should have been more specific"
she also had little faith in great meanings like friendship or even love,no matter how strong the bonds are they will b loose one day .we r not discussiong the reasons of why a 10 year old friendship might disappear or why a just born love struggles and fades away but the fact of that we became different persons even 2 ourselves.
no patiance no interest in anything or anyone new,no faith in almost anything,no confidence in that anything might change that state we reached..r we talking about depression here!?
story 2
she suddenly found herself going deeply in this career life n all its related issues
stealing moments just 2 have fun
continues thinking of money (elmoratab ely beytfartek mn abl ma yegy)
the shape of the person also changed gradually from that soft girl 2 that practical girl n always taking work as an excuse (ma3lesh asly lesa rag3a mn elsho3'l we elsho3'l bahdala we keda)
it is not that she hates this life but the fact that she has changed frightens her
yes she became more positive, yes she understand now somehow the meaning of the real world yes she knew the value of money yes she is becoming a real citizen knowing his duties and asking with courage 4 his rights yes she became all that which is not something bad at all but what about that girl as a human being her feelings her emotions her social life of course it was partially ruined "no one gets everything" as someone mesh fakra men 2al.
when she looks back 2 these old college days 3'asben 3nha ygelha ekte2ab, when life was so pretty ,when deciding the place she'll hang out 2day was her hottest topic.
when she was surrounded by friends from everywhere (aham no2ta), when her mobile phone was always busy with people asking 4 her, when she used 2 dress up every morning we tta2anak keda, when she was relaxed we mesh shayla ham 7aga fe eldenya, when she used 2 invite all of her friends 2 her birthday party n faces the problem of not finding enough chairs 4 them ( delwa2ty lw 2 told her happy birthday yeb2a 7'er we baraka).
the loneliness part made this career life meaningless, eating alone or shopping alone became something so normal the thing that she never though would happen 2 her when she used 2 hang out with her friends she had never notice those eating alone but now she looks deeply at them (we tbos awy 3la malame7hom which r similar 2 hers),shopping or eating outdoor(momkne tkon 7agat tafha bs mohema as they give signs of the life she is going thorugh not just hangign out but her needy 2 feel the good company 2 cheer up her in down times, 2 give her a hand when she is helpess n someone 2 lean on when she is in pain,
this is life this is real world maybe the problem is that she never though it would b that harsh (3la ra2y fouad negm)
حد ضامن يمشى امن
او مامن يمشى فين
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